that I know all this, despite my mom objecting to my guns until I was 17, 18 years in prison, 2 years on the run, and 10 years on parole? Just imagine what I'd have done and know had it not been for those lost years? Of course, I thought about nothing but guns and survival issue for those 18 years, 4000 or more hours per year. that's why all this stuff comes to me so readily. I've thought about it more times than you've had sex.